Thursday, March 16, 2006
*[[ senti mood ]]*
*sigh*
nasesenti mood na naman ako.. oh well.. bkit ganito buhay ko.. im so confused.. naiirita ako sa way ng pagrespond ko sa mga tao tao sa paligid ko.. well.. i cant help it.. anung magagawa ko kung ganun talaga ako.. pero.. i think its not too late to at least TRY diba?.. *sigh*
kasi.. ganito ung situation ko.. as usual.. im trapped again.. this time.. its a harder trap for me.. my feelings are trapped by the boundaries of dignity, self respect and pride.. my heart is battling with my mind..
lots of things kung bakit.. una. si "saturn".. isang "textmate" ko na nagalit sakin and supposedly.. titigilan ko na sya.. but i cant get him out of my head.. and he's totally not my type.. so.. how the hell would you explain that?!
tapos si "batman".. antagal na ng crush ko sa kanya and finally knowing na may "iba" na xa.. the crush stopped.. the electricity, the sparks, the chemistry.. all gone.. the thing is.. i want him to know that.. kasi bakayou know.. bsta.. and im totally happy for them.. oh well.. pero hindi talaga maiiwasan na paminsan minsan.. titingnan ko sya and say he's cute. pero hanggang dun na lng. i don't consider that as a "crush".
hmm.. tpos si "elepante".. anlabo niya.. all i wanted to know was kung hanggang ngayon ung feelings nya.. but.. the problem is.. i dont know how.. kasi.. baka pagkinontak ko sya.. iba pumasok sa mind nya.. oh well.. buhay nga naman..
nu pa ba.. ayun! tpos ung aking love of my life na si ano.. panu un.. i dont know how to approach him.. i dont know how to say stuff at him.. kasi its as is ala talaga syang buhay.. ala syang pakialam sakin.. and.. andami ko ng kaaway sa kanya.. from all over the globe ah.. not just a city.. a globe. oh well.. wala na kong ibang alam na way para masabi to sa kanya.. my feelings are so strong.. na pag indi ko to nasabi sa knya.. i think that i would erupt. gawd, eto na..
kenshin!!! i lab youuuuuu!!!!!! <3
haha. that was fun. :D suddenly.. im not so frustrated anymore! :))
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